Catching Feelings

Catching Feelings

Pine Valley University Heartbreakers Book 1

by Bianca Everelle

30 chaptersen-US

Xavier Knight is the star wide receiver with everything to lose and one thing he can’t have. For three years, he’s kept his distance from Chloe Miller. She’s smart, stunning, and completely off-limits—the head coach’s daughter. Chloe is determined to carve her own path in sports management, far from the shadow of her father’s legendary career. A summer internship at her father’s charity camp should be the perfect professional move. Instead, it’s a collision course with the one man who makes her forget every rule she’s ever followed. As the humidity rises, so does the tension. Between late-night strategy sessions and stolen moments in the locker room, the line between professional and personal doesn’t just blur—it vanishes. But in this game, a single slip-up means a benched career for Xavier and a shattered family for Chloe. With a rival teammate watching from the sidelines and a coach who never misses a play, Xavier and Chloe are playing the most dangerous game of their lives. When the clock runs out, will they choose the careers they’ve built or the love they never saw coming? Catching Feelings is a sizzling, high-stakes sports romance about what happens when the forbidden becomes irresistible.

  • Romance
  • Sports Romance
  • Forbidden Love

The Heat of the First Snap

The scent of dew and wet grass hit Chloe Miller the moment she stepped out of her small SUV and into the parking lot of the Pine Valley University football stadium. Sunlight bounced off the high concrete walls, but the fresh Montana mountain chill still in the air caused her to shiver and wish she'd packed a jacket. It might be cold at six o'clock in the morning but by afternoon it would be sweltering. Chloe grabbed her leather messenger bag, hauled her clipboard under her arm, and smoothed down the front of her khaki shorts. She pulled her wavy honey-blonde hair into a fresh, tight ponytail, trying desperately to keep the stray pieces off her neck.

This summer was supposed to be her launchpad. Four weeks of the university's prestigious youth football charity camp, serving as the lead intern for Sports Management and Public Relations. Then a transition to preseason controlled chaos. It was her chance to show the regional sports media, the university athletic department, and every scout keeping tabs on the program that she was more than just the head coach's daughter. She had spent twenty-one years living on the sidelines, surrounded by whistle-blowing coaches and oversized athletes, but now she had an official badge pinned to her shirt. She was here to work.

She took a deep breath, inhaling the familiar stadium scent, and walked toward the doors leading to the main athletic offices. Her sneakers squeaked against the concrete as she moved past the framed national championship photos lining the hallway. She paused outside the door marked Head Football Coach and knocked twice before pushing it open.

Coach Sterling Miller was behind his heavy oak desk, surrounded by stacks of paper, game film notes, and a steaming mug of black coffee that smelled like it had been sitting on the burner since dawn. His silver hair was clipped short, his jaw clean-shaven, and his sharp blue eyes immediately tracked her as she walked into the room. A rare, warm smile softened the hard creases around his mouth, erasing the usual scowl he reserved for press conferences and student athletes.

"Look at you," Sterling said, leaning back in his leather chair and setting his coffee cup down. "Official staff badge and everything. I guess this means I can't order you to run out and get my dry cleaning anymore."

Chloe laughed, crossing the room to drop her bag onto one of the visitor chairs. "You never ordered me to get your dry cleaning, Dad. You tried once, and I left your favorite suit hanging on the front porch in the rain."

"I remember," Sterling grunted, a quiet chuckle rumbling in his chest. "You made your point. You always do." He leaned forward, resting his thick forearms on the desk, his gaze turning serious but proud. "Are you ready for this month? The media attention on this camp is going to be absurd. We've got news crews coming in from three different states, dozens of young kids looking up to these players, and enough athletic egos on that field to fill the entire stadium."

"I'm ready," Chloe said, setting her clipboard on the corner of his desk. "I've already mapped out the press release schedule for the week. We have the local news stations locked in for the morning drills on Wednesday, and the charity photo op with the youth campers is set for Thursday afternoon. I just need you to make sure your key players actually show up on time and don't make me look bad."

Sterling snorted, waving a hand dismissively. "If any of those boys give you trouble, you come tell me. I'll have them running stadium stairs until they throw up their breakfast. That includes Vance and Knight."

At the mention of the name, Chloe's heart did a sudden, stupid little flip inside her chest. She kept her face completely neutral, relying on years of practice staying calm in front of her father. "Ethan might be arrogant but he always shows up. Xavier won't be a problem either," she said coolly. "He knows the press is watching him for the draft. He needs this camp to look clean just as much as we do."

"He's a talented kid, but he's loud," Sterling said, leaning back again and scratching his chin. "A hell of a wide receiver, probably the best I've coached in ten years, but he needs to keep his head screwed on straight. No distractions. That goes for all of them. This summer is about community outreach and prep for the fall, not partying." He pointed a thick finger at Chloe. "I'm relying on you to keep the PR machine running smooth, Chlo. I know you've got the chops for this."

"I won't let you down, Dad," Chloe said softly. The warmth in her chest was real. Beneath his strict, drill-sergeant exterior, her father truly believed in her. He wanted her to succeed, even if his way of showing it involved rigid schedules and zero tolerance for mistakes. "I'm going to go get the intern office set up before the rest of the staff arrives."

"Go on," Sterling said, already pulling a fresh stack of player roster files toward him. "And Chloe? Don't let those boys walk all over you."

"Dad," she said, pausing at the door with a smirk. "When have I ever let anyone walk over me?"

"Fair point," he muttered with a small grin, dropping his eyes back to his papers.

Chloe stepped out of her father's office and navigated the cool, fluorescent-lit corridors of the athletic complex. The intern office was located near the back of the building, a cozy room that used to be a storage closet before the department converted it into a workspace for summer staff. It had a long laminate desk, three office chairs, a whiteboard covering one wall, and a window that looked out toward the practice fields.

She dropped her bag on the center chair, pulled out her laptop, and began plugging in her cords. The air conditioner in the room hummed loudly, blowing a cold breeze directly onto her shoulders. She reached into her bag for her planner, humming a song under her breath as she began organizing her pens, highlighters, and media passes on the desk.

She was just leaning over to tuck her empty canvas tote into the bottom drawer when the door frame creaked. The light in the room suddenly dimmed as a massive shadow blocked the hallway light.

"Well, well," a smooth, baritone voice purred from the doorway. "Look who finally got a key to the kingdom."

Chloe froze for half a second, her pulse giving a sharp, violent thud against her ribs. She took a slow breath, smoothed her expression into one of polite professional indifference, and stood up straight. She turned around to face the door.

Xavier 'X' Knight was leaning against the doorframe, his towering six-foot-three frame practically filling the entrance. He had his broad shoulders slouched in a casual, arrogant posture, his dark eyes sparkling with teasing amusement. He was wearing a tight, black team-issued sleeveless shirt that showed off his golden-brown skin, sculpted shoulders, and the intricate dark ink of his tribal tattoo sleeve winding down his left arm. His short, dark hair was neatly cut, and his signature lopsided, cocky grin was firmly in place.

The air in the small office suddenly felt ten degrees hotter, instantly thick with his presence. He smelled like spice, sunshine, and masculinity—a scent that Chloe had spent three long years recognizing from across crowded weight rooms and stadium hallways.

"Xavier," Chloe said, keeping her voice steady as she crossed her arms over her chest. "You're early. Drills don't start for another forty-five minutes, and player check-in is down the hall in the main lounge."

"I know where check-in is, Miller," Xavier said, his deep voice sliding over her name like warm velvet. He stepped into the tiny office, letting the door swing shut behind him with a soft click that felt entirely too loud in the quiet room. He didn't take a seat. Instead, he strolled toward her desk with an effortless, panther-like grace that made every muscle in her body go on high alert. "I saw your car in the lot. Thought I'd come say hello to the new boss."

"I'm not your boss," Chloe said, dropping her arms to pick up her clipboard, using it like a literal shield between them. "I'm the PR intern. Which means if you say something stupid to a reporter this week, I'm the person who has to fix it."

"Is that right?" Xavier leaned his hip against the edge of her desk, putting him well within her personal space. He lowered his head slightly, his dark eyes locking onto hers with an intensity that sent a sudden flare of heat racing down to her lower belly. "So you're here to manage me?"

"I'm here to manage the department's image," she corrected, refusing to back away, even though every instinct told her that being this close to Xavier Knight was dangerous. "Which includes keeping you from causing any scandals before the draft scouts arrive next month."

Xavier let out a low, rumbling laugh that vibrated through the floorboards. "Scandals? Me? Chloe, I'm a model citizen. Ask your old man. He loves me."

"My dad respects your yardage per catch," Chloe shot back, raising an eyebrow. "He doesn't love the fact that you've dated half the cheer squad and two sorority presidents since your sophomore year. You're half a step away from a disaster at any time, X."

Xavier's smile widened, revealing clean white teeth, and a small dimple flashed near his jaw. He reached out, his thick, calloused fingers lightly tapping the edge of the clipboard in her hands. "Don't believe everything you hear on campus, Miller. Rumors spread fast around here. Half those stories are wildly exaggerated."

"And the other half?" she asked, tilting her chin up to look him dead in the eye.

"The other half?" Xavier leaned in closer, dropping his voice to a low, conspiratorial whisper. The heat radiating off his body was overwhelming. "Well, a guy's got to have a little fun while he waits for what he actually wants."

Chloe's breath caught in her throat. The casual, teasing tone had shifted into something deeper, heavier. The unspoken history between them—three years of passing glances in the weight room, accidental touches at team dinners, and lingering stares across crowded field houses—suddenly felt like a physical weight pressing down on the small room.

"And what is it you actually want?" she asked, her voice dropping an octave despite her best efforts to keep it light.

Xavier didn't answer immediately. His gaze drifted down from her sea-glass green eyes, lingering on the curve of her jaw, trailing down her neck, before coming up and landing squarely on her lips. The dark pupils of his eyes dilated, his expression darkening with a sudden, raw desire that made Chloe's stomach clench violently. He reached out, his hand hovering inches from her face, his thumb grazing the loose strand of honey-blonde hair that had fallen near her cheek. His touch didn't quite make contact with her skin, but the heat of his skin was enough to make goosebumps streak down her arms.

"I've been watching you for three seasons, Chloe," he said softly, his voice rough around the edges. "Three entire years of seeing you walk down these halls. Looking like a wet dream in your sneakers and your high ponytails; pretending I didn't exist every time I walked past."

Chloe's heart was pounding so hard she was certain he could hear it echoing off the metal filing cabinets. Her mind was screaming at her to step back, to put distance between them, to remind him that her father was sitting fifty feet down the hall. But her feet felt like they were rooted to the floor.

"You've got a funny way of showing interest, X," she said, managing a sharp, sarcastic bite in her tone to cover the sudden tremble in her chest. "Considering you spent those three seasons taking every pretty girl on campus to party houses down by the lake."

Xavier let out a soft sigh, his fingers finally dropping away from her hair, though he didn't back up an inch. "You know how it is around here. You're the coach's daughter. The untouchable princess on the sidelines. Every guy on the roster knows the rule: touch Miller's daughter, and your scholarship gets pulled before your cleats touch the turf." He smirked, though his eyes remained serious. "I had to keep myself occupied."

"Right. So I was just a tragic loss to your social calendar?" Chloe rolled her eyes, turning away to set her clipboard down on the desk with a loud clatter. The movement forced him to lean back slightly, giving her much-needed breathing room. "If you actually noticed me, Xavier, you certainly weren't willing to do anything about it. You played it safe. You kept your spot on the depth chart and kept your reputation as a player intact."

Xavier turned his head, watching her as she rearranged a stack of paper folders on the desk. His lopsided grin returned, but there was a sharp, dangerous edge to it now. "I played it smart, Miller. There's a difference. Three years ago, I was a freshman trying to survive. Now? I'm the starting wide receiver. I'm a projected first round draft pick. I've earned my spot." He paused, stepping closer again until he was standing right beside her chair, leaning down so his lips were near her ear. "And maybe I'm tired of playing it safe."

A jolt of pure electrical current ran down Chloe's spine. She turned her head quickly, her face inches from his. "This is my internship, Xavier. My actual career. I spent four years earning my degree in sports management, and I am not going to let some smooth-talking guy throw a wrench in my plans because he thinks he's immune to the rules."

"I'm not trying to throw a wrench in anything," Xavier murmured, his dark eyes fixed on hers. "I'm just saying... it's a long summer. We're going to be spending a lot of time together in these halls."

"We are going to be working together," Chloe corrected firmly, sticking a hand out to push gently against his chest. Her palm met solid, warm muscle through his black shirt, and she immediately pulled her hand back as if she'd been burned. "Professionally. You do your drills, smile for the local news cameras, and run your routes. I handle the press, coordinate the charity events, and make sure my dad doesn't blow a gasket."

Xavier laughed, a rich, warm sound that made her heart flutter all over again. He straightened up to his full height, looking down at her with an amused, appreciative gaze that made her feel entirely seen. "Got it. Professional. Purely business." He took a slow step backward toward the door, resting his hand on the handle. "Whatever you say, boss."

"Get out of my office, Knight," she said, though the corner of her mouth twitched despite her best efforts to look stern.

"I'm leaving, I'm leaving," he said, opening the door. Before he stepped out into the hallway, he turned back, flashing her a blinding, dimpled smile that made her pulse spike. "See you on the field, Miller. Try not to stare too hard during receiver drills."

He slipped out of the room, closing the door softly behind him. The heavy silence of the office rushed back in, broken only by the loud hum of the air conditioner.

Chloe sank heavily into her desk chair, letting out a long, ragged exhale she didn't realize she'd been holding. She pressed her cold hands to her cheeks, feeling the blazing heat radiating from her skin. "Get a grip, girl," she whispered to herself in the empty room, shaking her head. "He's a player. He's literally a player."

She grabbed her water bottle, taking a long swig, trying to wash away the spicy scent of Xavier that still hung thick in the air. She knew the risks. If her father even suspected that Xavier was flirting with her—or worse, that she was letting him get under her skin—the fallout would be catastrophic. Sterling Miller would bench his star receiver without a second thought, destroying the team's championship hopes and ruining Xavier's draft stock. Chloe's reputation as a serious, professional sports manager would be burned to the ground before it even started.

She pulled her laptop open, aggressively typing in her password to focus on her work. She needed to review the media schedule for the afternoon camp session, check the press pass requests from the city newspaper, and print out the roster sheets for the assistant coaches. Work was safe. Work was manageable.

Thirty minutes later, the sounds of heavy footfalls, shouting, and echoing laughter began filling the hallway as the rest of the football team arrived for mandatory check-in. The low, rumbling voice of Marcus Stone boomed from down the hall, complaining loudly about the early morning team breakfast, followed by the light, breezy laughter of Jax Williams teasing him about his appetite.

Chloe grabbed her clipboard, strapped her official media badge around her neck, and walked out into the corridor. The athletic complex was now alive with high-octane energy. Dozens of massive athletes in athletic shorts and sleeveless shirts were moving toward the main locker room, tossing footballs back and forth, slinging duffel bags over their shoulders, and joking with each other.

She spotted Ethan Vance, the team's star quarterback, standing near the water fountains with Cole Pearson. Ethan was six-foot-four, with chiseled features and perfectly styled blonde hair, looking like he had stepped straight out of a draft prospect magazine cover. He was talking animatedly to Cole, holding a football in one hand and gesturing with the other.

"Hey, Ethan," Chloe called out as she walked past, maintaining a brisk, efficient pace. "Make sure you and the offense are out on the field as soon as possible. The camera crew from Channel 4 wants b-roll of the quarterbacks before the youth campers arrive."

Ethan looked up, flashing her a charming, practiced smile that had been polished by years of high-school and college media interviews. "You got it, Chloe. We'll be polished and ready. Tell your dad we won't let the cameras catch us slacking."

"I'll hold you to that," she said with a nod, offering Cole a quick smile before moving down the hall toward the stadium exit.

As she turned the corner toward the field tunnel, she nearly ran straight into a solid wall of muscle. She stumbled back a step, her eyes catching the heavy, dark tattoos covering a pair of thick, powerful arms.

Deacon Rossi stopped, his stocky build blocking the hallway. His shaved head glistened under the fluorescent lights, and his thick beard framing his jaw did nothing to soften his permanent, bitter scowl. Deacon was a senior linebacker, a by-the-book player who spent more time trying to earn brownie points with Coach Miller than building chemistry with his teammates.

"Watch where you're going, Miller," Deacon grunted, his small, suspicious eyes flicking down to her badge and then back up to her face. His voice was gruff, dripping with a condescending edge that immediately made Chloe's guard go up.

"I'm watching fine, Deacon," Chloe said, stepping around him to keep moving. "Just heading out to set up the field boundaries."

"Right," Deacon spat, turning his head to follow her movement. "Make sure you keep your eyes open out there. Some of the guys seem to forget this is a football facility, not a playground." He crossed his arms over his broad chest, his scowl deepening. "I saw Knight sneaking out of your hallway earlier. Looks like he's already trying to run his usual routes."

Chloe paused, her back stiffening. She turned her head slowly to look at Deacon, keeping her expression flat, icy, and completely unbothered. "Xavier was checking in on the media schedule for his charity appearance on Thursday, Rossi. Which is his job as a team captain. Do you have a question about your schedule, or are you just hanging around the intern hall to gossip?"

Deacon's jaw clenched, his eyes narrowing to tiny slits. "I don't gossip, Miller. I just know how Knight operates. He thinks he's above the rules because he catches touchdowns. But rules apply to everyone. Even the coach's pets."

"Glad to hear you care so much about team rules," Chloe said smoothly, turning back toward the tunnel. "I'll be sure to tell my dad how dedicated you are to administrative policy. Now if you'll excuse me, I have actual work to do."

She walked away before he could answer, her heart hammering against her ribs once again. Deacon was dangerous. He was jealous of Xavier's talent, bitter about his own spot on the team, and constantly looking for a reason to tear Xavier down in front of her father. She would have to be twice as careful around him. One wrong look, one lingering touch caught by Deacon's watchful eyes, and he would march straight to Sterling's office irregardless of what was actually happening.

Chloe pushed through the heavy double doors at the end of the tunnel, stepping out into the brilliant, blinding heat of the stadium. The massive field stretched out before her, bright green under the clear summer sky, surrounded by thousands of empty gray seats. In just an hour, the turf would be filled with a hundred roaring youth campers, local news crews, and thirty elite college athletes running drills in the sweltering heat.

She walked down to the sideline, setting her bag down on the metal bench. Across the field, near the far end zone, she spotted Xavier. He was standing alone on the turf, holding a football in his massive hands, spinning it casually back and forth as he looked up at the empty stands. Even from a distance, his broad-shouldered silhouette was unmistakable, radiating a relaxed, natural authority that drew the eye instantly.

As if sensing her presence, Xavier paused, turning his head across the fifty yards of turf. He spotted her standing by the bench. Even from across the field, Chloe could see the lopsided, cocky grin spread across his face. He raised one hand, giving her two fingers in a lazy, playful salute before turning back to catch a high-arcing pass thrown by Ethan Vance.

Chloe shook her head, a small, helpless laugh escaping her lips as she looked down at her clipboard. "It's going to be a long summer," she muttered to the empty sidelines, clicking her pen to life. "A really, really long summer."

She adjusted her high ponytail, took a deep breath of the hot summer air, and began mapping out the drill cones on her paper. The sun was rising higher in the sky, burning away the remaining morning mist over the stadium, promising a sweltering, intense afternoon. The first snap of the summer camp was only minutes away, and despite the heat, despite the stakes, and despite the dangerous, simmering attraction sitting right across the field, Chloe Miller was ready to play.

Illegal Contact

The first two-week cycle of the charity camp kicked off under a sky so blue it almost hurt to look at. Chloe stood near the sideline table with her clipboard and a fresh stack of media credentials, waving in a local sports reporter while a swarm of nine-to-twelve-year-olds scrambled onto the training field in oversized jerseys. Whistles cut through

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